aha. i think i've firuged it out

[hastis_epigeios]

i've been trying to think of one thing at a time, to focus on one thing at a time

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[jeremiahoakes]

You certainly do have a unique cognitive style. Have you considered that you might have something on the aspergers spectrum?

I can identify with the having to have "5 fractally organized things to focus on". I like to systematize. This tendency has negative (or at least difficult) social implications, but it allows me to explore reality in novel and comprehensive ways.

http://www.wrongplanet.net/

[hastis_epigeios]

nah, i definitely don't have that.
i might have a mild form of it; but then, i have a mild form of most common disorders and syndromes.