in the last 40 minutes i've had two revelations...
1) before i began T i had OCD...but it mainly consisted of 70% obsessions, 30%compulsions
since i've been on T for 3 years i still have OCD...but it consists of 60% compulsions, and 40% obsessions ( Read more... )

YES, i am still alive ( Read more... )

holy shit i have so much i should have updated about...but as of now i have 5 minutes to write before i have to haul my ass out for dinner ( Read more... )

so, last night was really quite fun...it feels good at the end of the night to be able to say that i laughed the most last night that i can remember...good, solid laughing...my face hurt so much at bedtime...

in any case...my gf, myself, and some friends made the best peanut butter pot brownies!!! they were actually tasty and boy did we get fucked ( Read more... )

ahhhh...no work for a few days...that is a beautiful thing ( Read more... )

i am so late for work and i have absolutely no time to be sitting here updating lj, yet here i am ( Read more... )

man, last night was the night from hell at work...

i don't even know where to begin...
( long ass entry about work )

last night was a good night...my gf is the best...she really knows how to cheer me up ;)...i think i'll leave it at that...she would be horrified if i went into all the details that i so desperately want to go into right now...lol ( Read more... )

so i had my first restraint tonight at work...and it led to an attempt on my life...
you probably think i am exaggerating...but i'm not...
( my first restraint )