so school is done. what a relief. my finals were good.. i passed all my classes andnow im waiting for something to do. i have to work at 5 but i dont want to. i dont want a job.i just want my rents to treat me like im 12 and give me money when i ask for it.. .but no they want me to spend my money. blah blah. Im watching GH. im so bored. i need to ( Read more... )

so like. i did soemthing nice today. SUper nice. But i won't get into that. I went shopping with becka... we went out for like.. 3hours and had a ball. I've been thinking about my life. Dan showed me what it would be like for me if i continued smoking bud for the rest of my life. and im sorry, but I dont want to live in my rents basement and have ( Read more... )

my weekend rocked... like i cant rememebr friday, but saturday... i worked and then...dam i forget, and its not even on purpose... but like, i hung out with heather alot and it was nice. I had amanda spend the night last night. it was eventful. then today i went swimming at beckas dads... and helley and i rocked out to disney tunes on the way home ( Read more... )

so life is good. I have dscovered something about myself. I am totally happy and satisfied with life. Im quitting smoking cuz i am. I just smoked the last i will be smoking... until october... and i dont even know if i will go back to it. I keep realizingf how wonderful random shit is. Like... the other day becka and i went for a nature walk by ( Read more... )

FUCK MAN ( Read more... )

i live for me, and onlyu me and i think when i say th at i feel like all im doing is muttering words that wiull one day come back to kill me. I keep feelings like because of who i am, i am pushing some people away. But i dont know... but thats ok. Carrie came to me yesterday and flipped out and i was like.. woah man, you got your money and i didnt ( Read more... )

i realized when i tell stories i tend to leave out the good parts, or not express EVERYTHING that happened...

so yeah... life is too good to waste it behind a computer... as to why updating is so periodically. Recently I can't even describe anything. Like... no memory is recalled in my brain... except my life has consisted of myself, amanda, becka, heather, and the boys. Andy and I are over iguess... im kinda mad he went and fucked it up but whatever... we ( Read more... )

I was just listening to this band... Halfwayhome and like. its really good. I just thought I would let you all know... its well cool ( Read more... )

So ever since thursday things have been looking up. It feels likew a ( Read more... )