when i'm tired of being alive

[hateypoo]

ive got mono again. this is the third damned time now. i always get it when im depressed and/or anxious. which is always. everytime i think i am calm or relaxed i think, "hey im actually relaxed!!!" then my heart runs cold and my stomach turns black and i feel like my inards are moving forward, but i am only sitting still... then i get desperately

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you are going to go insane because your cable died?

[eevilfluffy]

get a life.

Re: you are going to go insane because your cable died?

[hateypoo]

fuck you

Re: you are going to go insane because your cable died?

[eevilfluffy]

why don't you cry about it?