me: "... you think she ever fucked leeroy?"
josh: "i don't think even she's that dumb."
me: "but she's been fucking rufus!"
josh: "hey, man. he may be a murderer, but he's got a full head of hair."

trey just said “she needs to be have sexed with.”

and that is why he is my friend.

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i borrowed one of josh’s markers, and inadvertently got back into drawing. here’s how i’ve been spending my free time recently


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the nausea comes over me still.

when i’m leaning over the sink.
as i sit down in my room typing nonsense.
and drawing pictures of nothing, and nobody.

it washes over me, threatening to come spewing out.
but it doesn’t. and i keep doing what i’m doing.
it comes out my fingers, it comes out my throat.
it spreads like a virus into my computer,
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mouse pad on the floor
drinking glasses scattered around the coffee table
or hiding behind the computer
bank accounts
a new computer bag
unhealthy fixations, oh we’re working on it
we’re working on it, they tell me

i’m getting some fancy ideas
i can get so happy sometimes
this always seems to happen
when no one’s looking
nobody believes me the next day
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