the heart is like a badly built bridge
I am up. cant sleep....it sucks ass. oh well.
FIRSTS
1. First best friend: Angie Grey….still bf’s till this day. And I met her the first day of kindergarden. Yeah…its been like forEVER
2. First love: martin something. Kindergarden again.
3. First real kiss: fucck. Don’t remember.
4. First screen name: chinagirl
5. First pet: yo-yo….she was a siames kitty
6. First car: 64 VW beetle. Oh yeah bitch.
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: an hour ago
2. Last real kiss: hmmmm, 24hrs ago
3. Last good cry: its been less than a week. I dare you to go see “finding neverland” and not cry
4. Last beverage drank: diet coke. It’s the devil
5. Last food consumed: tortalni
6. Last crush: oh, if you’re smart you can figure it out.
7. Last phone call: Kolby
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who is your best friend: MIEKO! I love her.
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nope…to bad too.
FASHION STUFF:
1. Where are your favorite places to shop: thrift stores. Out here in VC… Blue Moon. Got the raddest coat EVER for 20 bucks.
2. Favorite item of clothing: right now….the ankle length red velvet coat I just got for 20 bucks. It RULES!
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: I’m a diet pill popper in the morning. The last time I smoked pot….I passed out.
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: eh….something expensive
3. What are you most scared of: sucking at life. Working at the mall when I am 30. losing my dad.
4. What would you change about yourself: being more paicent with people. My nose. lol
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: ORANGE!
2. Foods: right now….steamed carrots
3. Subject in school: well, film. But…that’s my major
4. Animals: bunnies and pugs. I want both soOo fuckin bad.
5. Sports: HOCKEY!
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: yeah…my niece
2. Smoked: yep yep and yep
3. Made yourself throw-up: Yes, but only when I am drunk and I know its coming anyways
4. Skinny dipped: yeah…but I was like a little kid.
5. Been in love: yeah…..but only for reals 3 times
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: cuffed jeans, a black baby doll tee, black ‘n white sweater, vans loafers black ‘n white checks with cheeries
2. Music: lucerio
3. Make-up: MAC powder, white shimmer, eyeliner, mascara
4. IMs: micheal
LAST PERSON:
2. Hugged: Kim and Levon….my wonderful neighbors / family
3. IMed: micheal
4. Last person who slept at your house: Ray
5. Last persons house you slept at: dustin’s in a pull out couch with angela and nikki p.
RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: horny, still drunk, wicked tired
2. Love: family, close friends….no one in particular
3. I dream about: the other night I dreamt that I was held up gun point. It scared me soOo bad cause I swore I could feel the guns slamed into my back
PAST/FUTURE:
1. 7 years ago: '97. I helped start the high school I went to. River valley high school. It’s a charter school for smart kids. whatever….it was dumb. But it sure beat being home-schooled any longer than I was.
2. 5 years ago: '99. I was probably smoking a lot of pot. Going to shows. In love with Jason Ward.
3. 3 years ago: '01. graduated from high school. Turned 18. got my first tat. When to sdsu.
4. 1 hour ago: finished knitting scott’s scarf. Smoked a cig. Pondered what the fuck I should do since I am wide awake.
5. tomorrow: getting drunk with friends and finally seeing FRANKLIN FOR SHORT in VC. I cant fuckin wait!
6. college: Brooks Institute Bitch
till then....hope no one dies
FIRSTS
1. First best friend: Angie Grey….still bf’s till this day. And I met her the first day of kindergarden. Yeah…its been like forEVER
2. First love: martin something. Kindergarden again.
3. First real kiss: fucck. Don’t remember.
4. First screen name: chinagirl
5. First pet: yo-yo….she was a siames kitty
6. First car: 64 VW beetle. Oh yeah bitch.
LASTS:
1. Last cigarette: an hour ago
2. Last real kiss: hmmmm, 24hrs ago
3. Last good cry: its been less than a week. I dare you to go see “finding neverland” and not cry
4. Last beverage drank: diet coke. It’s the devil
5. Last food consumed: tortalni
6. Last crush: oh, if you’re smart you can figure it out.
7. Last phone call: Kolby
RELATIONSHIPS:
1. Who is your best friend: MIEKO! I love her.
2. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: nope…to bad too.
FASHION STUFF:
1. Where are your favorite places to shop: thrift stores. Out here in VC… Blue Moon. Got the raddest coat EVER for 20 bucks.
2. Favorite item of clothing: right now….the ankle length red velvet coat I just got for 20 bucks. It RULES!
SPECIFICS:
1. Do you do drugs: I’m a diet pill popper in the morning. The last time I smoked pot….I passed out.
2. What kind of shampoo do you use: eh….something expensive
3. What are you most scared of: sucking at life. Working at the mall when I am 30. losing my dad.
4. What would you change about yourself: being more paicent with people. My nose. lol
FAVORITES:
1. Colors: ORANGE!
2. Foods: right now….steamed carrots
3. Subject in school: well, film. But…that’s my major
4. Animals: bunnies and pugs. I want both soOo fuckin bad.
5. Sports: HOCKEY!
HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Given anyone a bath: yeah…my niece
2. Smoked: yep yep and yep
3. Made yourself throw-up: Yes, but only when I am drunk and I know its coming anyways
4. Skinny dipped: yeah…but I was like a little kid.
5. Been in love: yeah…..but only for reals 3 times
CURRENT:
1. Clothes: cuffed jeans, a black baby doll tee, black ‘n white sweater, vans loafers black ‘n white checks with cheeries
2. Music: lucerio
3. Make-up: MAC powder, white shimmer, eyeliner, mascara
4. IMs: micheal
LAST PERSON:
2. Hugged: Kim and Levon….my wonderful neighbors / family
3. IMed: micheal
4. Last person who slept at your house: Ray
5. Last persons house you slept at: dustin’s in a pull out couch with angela and nikki p.
RANDOM:
1. In the morning I am: horny, still drunk, wicked tired
2. Love: family, close friends….no one in particular
3. I dream about: the other night I dreamt that I was held up gun point. It scared me soOo bad cause I swore I could feel the guns slamed into my back
PAST/FUTURE:
1. 7 years ago: '97. I helped start the high school I went to. River valley high school. It’s a charter school for smart kids. whatever….it was dumb. But it sure beat being home-schooled any longer than I was.
2. 5 years ago: '99. I was probably smoking a lot of pot. Going to shows. In love with Jason Ward.
3. 3 years ago: '01. graduated from high school. Turned 18. got my first tat. When to sdsu.
4. 1 hour ago: finished knitting scott’s scarf. Smoked a cig. Pondered what the fuck I should do since I am wide awake.
5. tomorrow: getting drunk with friends and finally seeing FRANKLIN FOR SHORT in VC. I cant fuckin wait!
6. college: Brooks Institute Bitch
till then....hope no one dies