( one of my world famous picture posts )

so...we're in love. I know its early, but i really do love him. :-D and he said it!

( pictures from last night )

( pictures of me and my boy..and one of laura )

Ive been pretty much depressed lately. No ones really noticed i dont think. Im fairly good at putting up an act and what not. Im just sad and i dont even know why anymore. I cant get happy anymore. i feel..empty and lonely..but i dont want anyone near me either. Its weird..i havent felt this in a long time.

okay I made everything from september 21st 2005 on friends only..so if you want to read anything new and you arent on my friends list, comment and i might add you.

I hate living in my house. my mom wont let me turn the house temperature up to 70 degrees. Because "its not cold" its freezing in this house. My mom tells me somethings wrong with me because im cold...the house is at like 65 degrees...if that. Im sorry im not fat like the rest of my family. I cant wait to leave this place so i can have a place that ( Read more... )

went to the mall today to get my boyfriend birthday presents. I probably got more stuff than i shoulda..but ehh...whatever. I bought myself makeup cuz it was 50$ off the clearance price at hot topic. Mooshash came with me shopping and it was pretty cool.

went to the churchill/stevenson game tonight with Julie. Saw bronce and a bunch of other people. After bronce left, i got to kiss amber! woot! lol. SO i have to work tomarrow and then maybe hang with julie again?

so yesterday i went and hung out with julie after school which was mucho fun. We went to kmart and her sisters apartment and ate microwavable non-food, and drank grape koolaid ( Read more... )