i am starting to think of all i missed out on. senior week. graduation. close, tight knit friendships with girls. i wonder what my life would have been like had i attended real school. had my life been more along the lines of what everyone elses was like, i wonder what it would have been like. what if my mom wasn't in a wheelchair? what if my back
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things like overthinking like you're doing now is something i've done for a veryyyy long time. and it just gets you anxious and sad, and i wish i could tell you how to not do it. :( there's always those what-if's but sometimes you just have to pretend you're not thinking about them, so that you can figure out if you're really happy with what you have now, instead of what you wanted to have. does that make sense? i don't know, it's 4:30 am. i know what i'm trying to say, i just don't know if it makes sense.
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