i'm not smoking anymore. i cant stand the smell and i'm tired of sneaking them as to not let anyone know. this is retarded. this is me quitting smoking

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today was half n half. i had a good morning/afternoon. i did my work, sat on my ass and then decided to get motivated and cleaned the entire downstairs. mom was happy. she and i talked today, with my 18th birthday approaching she's been kinda nostalgic and missing the days of me being little. she told me what i was like as a baby and little kid and ( Read more... )

i went ice skating for the first time last night.

oh jesus...another week begins:
Things to do

Get a job

Go driving

Photograph the velcrolips boys

Apply to various colleges

kill myself

I hate my life....

so, Gary and I were in the car yesterday and it started to snow. he said "wow, snow is so emo. if emo kids were some kind of weather, they'd be snow." we started talking and we decided that rain is like the goth kids, overcast is like the hardcore kids, thunderstorms are the metal kids, hippies get the sunshine and I just decided that indie kids ( Read more... )

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