I had my big brush with death today. I was in atlanta bread company's ladies room and it smelled like DISINFECTANT....badly. that triggered me to start coughing really violently, which made me have this unbelievable asthma attack, so I had to use my rescue inhaler, which always makes me a little jumpy, but i had to double the dose cause even a half ( Read more... )

the W questions ( Read more... )

I got to hold a baby yesterday. His name is Caiden and I love him. Gary and he played ball on the floor for a while and God it was cute. My cold has morphed into what feels like strep throat...but I'm not sure. I'm very dissatisfied with my life right now. I'm not in school, work is lame, everyone told me leaving Gary at Cabrini every sunday would ( Read more... )

you know what i hate? having a cold....thank you, Gary. you jerk.  he's at college being collegiate and i am sitting on my bed.....so all in all it's monday. i'm bored. and sick oh and by the way

I HATE BEING SICK

THE END

now leave ( Read more... )

so, all of the sudden everyone is getting married. or thinking about getting married. or obsessing about getting married. i don't get it. maybe it's because i'm 18, but marriage is such a forgein thing to me. i feel like if i were to ever get married, i would lose my sense of self. because as soon as you exchange those god-awful rings, you're no ( Read more... )

so, i woke up this morning with dry socket. what a joy that was. i have had the absolute worst experience getting my wisdom teeth removed. but onto a far more pressing issue. My mom and I were in the car today and my turns to look at me and says "I have bad news, brace yourself" now, I was thinking "oh, i'm not getting my car" or "The house isn't ( Read more... )

Blue In The Face- Alkaline Trio ( Read more... )

yeah, so. cedar crest is going to have to wait. i'm so disappointed. it's just a matter of not having any real high school transcripts or test scores for them to go off of. they know i'm a good student, but not having a GPA or testing scores or all that basic highschool stuff, they can't really do much with me. so, this will be my time to work my ( Read more... )

                 .....gary and i went to marsh creek today and a caterpillar fell on my head......

the end

*oh, by the way...the ACT has TRIG on it....which shouldnt be a big except, oh wait

I NEVER TOOK TRIG!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH.....

my entire body hurts. american eagle hates me . i had to work 830-3 today and tomorrow is 8-2, not bad hours, just bad hours of the morning. gary and i fought tonight. about the same things we always fight about, and that made me cry. i cry a lot since he left. almost everyday. i miss him so much and i have no real friends that come see me. i get a ( Read more... )