Memory. All alone in the moonlight.
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Just when I feel like I'm really starting to settle in comfortably here...
I still miss McKinley. A lot. Talking with Sam at Regionals didn't help. I've known him for not even six whole months and he's offering to help protect me. He is far too earnest for his own good.
And seeing all my friends getting ready for prom isn't making me feel a whole lot better.
And then there is Blaine. I don't know, maybe I'm imagining it or maybe I just never noticed before that he's... different around everyone else here. I thought going to a school where there was a zero-tolerance bullying policy would mean I could even just kiss my boyfriend goodbye in the hallway, but he pulls away so quickly. At first I thought he was embarrassed to be seen with me, but I realize now it probably has more to do with how people see him. I know of exactly one other gay couple here and the way they act around each other you would think they were business partners as opposed to boyfriends.
I've tried giving it time, and maybe I'm just impatient, but while things are easier here, I feel no more at ease being myself here than I did at McKinley. With the one exception of the Warblers. Despite a little hiccup when I first joined, they are the closest things I have to other friends here beside Blaine. So there is that at least.
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Well, that was interesting. Nick and Jeff invited me over to their room for a Ghostbusters marathon tonight when I briefly mentioned never having seen the movie before. It's almost scary how effortlessly they can both recite every line, but then I guess one could say the same thing about me when it comes to Moulin Rogue.
But I'll be back in Lima tomorrow morning. Dragging the boyfriend with me as well.
And a happy birthday to Quinn. A little special something should be arriving in the mail for you soon (if it hasn't already) and for Kaylee too.
And even though I can't be with my girls in person for prom, I'll be with you in spirit. Especially since I'm expecting all of you to send me photos of what you'll be wearing so I can give a proper critique.
-Kurt.
P.S. And Sam, I wanted to say thank you again. I've been thinking a lot since our talk at Regionals. It's helped me put some things in perspective. :)
Just when I feel like I'm really starting to settle in comfortably here...
I still miss McKinley. A lot. Talking with Sam at Regionals didn't help. I've known him for not even six whole months and he's offering to help protect me. He is far too earnest for his own good.
And seeing all my friends getting ready for prom isn't making me feel a whole lot better.
And then there is Blaine. I don't know, maybe I'm imagining it or maybe I just never noticed before that he's... different around everyone else here. I thought going to a school where there was a zero-tolerance bullying policy would mean I could even just kiss my boyfriend goodbye in the hallway, but he pulls away so quickly. At first I thought he was embarrassed to be seen with me, but I realize now it probably has more to do with how people see him. I know of exactly one other gay couple here and the way they act around each other you would think they were business partners as opposed to boyfriends.
I've tried giving it time, and maybe I'm just impatient, but while things are easier here, I feel no more at ease being myself here than I did at McKinley. With the one exception of the Warblers. Despite a little hiccup when I first joined, they are the closest things I have to other friends here beside Blaine. So there is that at least.
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Well, that was interesting. Nick and Jeff invited me over to their room for a Ghostbusters marathon tonight when I briefly mentioned never having seen the movie before. It's almost scary how effortlessly they can both recite every line, but then I guess one could say the same thing about me when it comes to Moulin Rogue.
But I'll be back in Lima tomorrow morning. Dragging the boyfriend with me as well.
And a happy birthday to Quinn. A little special something should be arriving in the mail for you soon (if it hasn't already) and for Kaylee too.
And even though I can't be with my girls in person for prom, I'll be with you in spirit. Especially since I'm expecting all of you to send me photos of what you'll be wearing so I can give a proper critique.
-Kurt.
P.S. And Sam, I wanted to say thank you again. I've been thinking a lot since our talk at Regionals. It's helped me put some things in perspective. :)