Speechless, Part 1.2
Title: Speechless
Part: 1.2
Warning: Sex, and mild swearing. Abuse, yadda yadda yadda.
Another part will be up later. EDIT: I fixed typos in this part too.
As Nick waited for Taylor to come up, he sat on the bed, silently listening downstairs. There was a lot of movement, Nick didn't know what Taylor was doing, but he didn't have the mind to care.
Just then his cell began beeping silently twice, then vibrating. It was Joe. As Nick checked his cell phone, it was a text.
"Mom and Dad are home, told them your at friends, didn't say who. Their pissed. GTF over here!"
Nick looked at it shocked. His parents weren't supposed to be home for another 3 hours! He put his cell phone away, still waiting, but a feeling in his stomach clenching. He's anxious. As he heard Taylor come up stairs, he felt relieved. Maybe Taylor would understand. Nick wasn't allowed to do anything but sit still up here, unless given permission, he knew he'd have to pay for disobeying, but hoped otheriwse. "Babe- ugh, I have to go," and Taylor just looked at him like he was crazy. "Why?" , "Joe texted me, my parents are home, and I'll get grounded," and with that, Taylors face lit up in fury. Nick was the spark, and Taylor's anger was the fire.
He took Nick by the neck and threw him accross the bed, punching him in the gut while at it. "You stupid bitch, what did I tell you?" "Where's your fucking cell phone?" and he held his hand out, and Nick obeyed. Did he have a choice? Nicks chest hurt, and he knew there where some type of marks on his neck, because Taylor was looking right at them, touching his neck. "You see what you made me do?" Taylor muttered, and Nick said "I'm sorry Tay, it won't happen again," "Promise," Nick added. He didn't want to worry about the marks, but about setting Taylor off again.
"Just listen. That's all I ask. Is that so hard?" and he put Nick's cell phone on the floor. "You know the drill, lay down," , "On your stomach," he added. Obeying, Nick did exactly. He knew the position Taylor had wanted him in too. A quick warmup, then doggy style. Nick had pulled his pants down, kicking them off, and removing his shirt, just as Taylor had been removing his own clothes too. As Taylor aligned himself inbetween my cheecks, Nick was deeply scared. He hadn't had that pain for a while, and without prepping himself, Nick knew he'd be going through Hell again. Fuck him for having two great dates without this abusive shit! FUCK!
And then, Taylor entered Nick. Completely dry, and pain ripping at Nick. Nick cried out in pain, it hurt so much, and then it hurt more as Taylor dug in deeper. Nails on Nicks thigh, holding him rough. He slid out a little, only to jab right back in. Nick let out another sharp cry of pain, tears streaming down his face. Taylor didn't care, just ignored.
Taylor slid out turning Nick over. "Shh baby, don't worry." "Open your mouth," and Nick did. Taylor slid it right in, practically gagging Nick, not going in slow, but rushing in and out, sliding so far down Nick's throught that he thought it was going to cloud his airway. At least, this would be his lubrication, instead of the dry pain. Nick did feel a little wet behind, only hoping it was a little thing, nothing major.
Nick guessed Taylor got tired of attempting to choke Nick with his dick, because he took it out, and Nick already knew what to do. When these sessions where angry, the oral and preparation stuff didn't last long, what hurt the most and made Nick walk awkwardly for days was what lasted longer.
Nick went into the doggy style position and Taylor wasted no time intruding himself into Nick once more. This time, it hurt a little less, as he felt his saliva coat around his entrance. But it did sting a lot. Taylor started a bit slow, and Nick was thankful for that, but then he found his pace. And it was incredibly fast. Taylor's dick had dried, and the pain began again even sharper this time. Taylor was moaning, and digging his nails into Nick's hip even harder. "Nniiickyyy, oh baby, your so fucking good!" and Nick sobbed. It hurt, it hurt so much, and Taylor didn't even care. And what struck him more was when Taylor used his name in that way. It angered Joe when he met Taylor and Taylor had used his name like that. Joe felt that Taylor hadn't deserved the right to call Nick Nicky, because it was like that with Joe. Always so protective. And Nick cried even more thinking about Joe. Because before, he wanted Joe to be the one. The one who entered him, carefully. To Nick, it wasn't intrusion, it was true love. And Nick knew that Joe seeing Nick with Taylor boiled his blood. But what could Nick say? The thought of leaving Taylor terrified Nick, and Nick didn't know what to say.
Nick kept crying, and Taylor kept grunting. It was usually like this when this happened. And Nick hurt, really badly. Always hoping the damage wasn't permanent, and something that would only pain him for a while.
Taylor began sucking at Nick's collar bone, groaning. It felt so good. It distracted him only so much from the pain. Taylor was practically eating Nick, never staying in a spot long enough, sucking everywhere at Nick, panting. And then Taylor slowed, and his nails digging even further into Nick as his spasms kept making himdig deeper inside Nick. He let out a long sigh, and threw himself besides Nick. "You where good baby," and he kissed Nick. Tears still streaming down his face from the pain roaring through him, Nick zoned out. Lost.
"Get ready," and Nick tried to get up, but it hurt so much, another load of tears fell. He didn't know what to say to make his boyfriend care. WHY!? And Nick got ready. Taylor did too, too fast for Nick to keep up without wincing every two seconds.
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Nick walked down the stairs slowly. He knew he'd be sore tomorrow, but what could he do. As he hopped into the car, he wiped his face, pulling down the visor to see the damage done. He had a bit of a bruise on his neck, but it was almost completely covered up by a huge hickey. Oh shit, he thought. His face wasn't that bad, just a bit raw and red, but his eyes where completely swollen.
As they pulled up near the house, Taylor sighed, looked at his "lover" and said "Get out, just say you fell or something, wouldn't want to keep your parents waiting," and he smirked. "See you soon?" Nick choked out. "Guess so, what ever." Nick frowned. Not much enthusiasm in his boyfriends voice you'd think that after what Nick did for Taylor, allowing him to intrude, he'd be looking forward to seeing Nick again. Nick hopped out, feeling liquid trickle down his thigh, hoping more of it was from where Taylor had stuck his nails, a tear trickled down his face. He had to wipe away with all his force and put on his strongest poker face once more. Just head to the shower, just go. Now. And once he saw Taylor pulled out of the driveway, he headed up to the door. Turning the nob, he hoped he wasn't in as much trouble.
He walked in, surprised to find his parents and brothers their. Father looking furious, and mother just as. Fuck! Why couldn't Joe cover for him a bit fucking better. And he shot Joe an ill look, letting him know he would pay later.
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Well, watcha say? xD! Excuse typos, typing from iTouch. Feedback is loved. Part four, Nick gets raped and three, feelings come out. I have a lot planned, so bleh.
Part 1 is on my journal, so visit it.