ive got love for all of my right reasons. it feels so honest to admit it.

[haute___colours]

longs talks at night are the best. right before bed when youre all tucked in and your window is open. i think im most vulnerable at that moment. so to have such a deep conversation right before i fall under is probably the best feeling in the world

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[hollygolighty]

I do agree that it is important to make yourself happy but in my opinion there are outside sources that everyone needs in order for that to happen. There are things to be learned from every friend you ever have in your life. If you think that you are left with nothing with a batch of friends change and move on then wow I kinda feel sorry for you, I think you are always left with bits and pieces of them for the rest of your life. Your friends leave imprints on you, your life, your personality whether you want them to or not. Without friends I don't believe anyone can be truly happy. You always have family but sometimes they are just not enough. This next part may offend you but I think its kinda funny that you are syaing all of this. You crave attention and you have never been happy unless you were in some kind of relationship. Part of you being so happy with yourself now is because of Jake. So you have a job now and you are figuring your life out and you have goals and ambition now but you think you're gonna be able to do all that

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[haute___colours]

part of me being so happy with myself is, because jake opened my eyes. yeah growing up and out of old things helps you realize whats really out in the world. and... there is nothing funny about this or any of these comments. im glad you think its kind of funny though. honestly, meeting jake has been the greatest thing so far. im starting to feel somewhat confident about my life. im starting to realize what i can have and what i want to accomplish

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[hollygolighty]

let our friendship go then my bike and I would never want to hold you back

[anonymous]

You don't know me. I was just browsing through LJ's and came across yours. But what you said, I couldn't agree with anymore. Making yourself happy. Having yourself before anyone else. I do believe that people are in your life to support you, to be there for you when your down. But making yourself happy first, setting your own goals, living your own life...not anyone elses, is something I have always lived by. You are the only person that actually knows YOU. If that makes sense? So I totally agree with you.
Just thought it was weird someone had the same thought as me.

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