actually most things. i feel like i think better infront of a computer and a keyboard. i just cant write the same with a pen/pencil and paper. i feel more free. so whatever. anyways. i did it... i told him. and i feel unbelievevable sp? right now. honestly... he just called me... and he asked why all of a sudden. and he didnt think it was a good idea.. but.. he wont anymore. and he said i have his # so obviously its in my hands... i feel stronger.. haha.. i feel like for once in my life i have ended something. i have decided what is important to me and what i want to keep. and its you. you are the most important person to me right now... and i dont want anything else. be proud of me? feel shitty towards me?i dont care.. whatever you feel is deffiently different than i do right now. but i wish you could feel like i do.. hahha.. what an asshole anyways.. i have to tell you what he said.. haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
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