So, I have been going through sexual withdrawals the last little bit, and I had met this guy--super nice, cute, funny..blah blah blah...but without a doubt, he digs(like wishes she was hihs gf digs) this other girl. Last Friday, I asked him to come back to my apartment....thankfully I fell asleep. Sometimes you just wake up & realize that you are ( Read more... )

I think what it comes down to is that a person will never forget their first love.....not necessarily love them still, but a piece of their heart will always belong to the first person that showed them how exactly to use it ( Read more... )

I just want an effin' boyfriend..or maybe just a boy to pass the time with..Seriously, when did I get so boy crazy?? This has got to stop sometime soon...

I am so exhausted I can't even begin to explain it. This lack of sleep is finally catching up with me ( Read more... )

I quite possibly had the best weekend of my life

Well, I haven't posted for awhile. So, I figured I would catch everyone up on my crrrazy insane life ( Read more... )

I am so tired of being treated like a piece of garbage by men! haha..seriously though, that is what I get & I know that I deserve more than that. Oh well ( Read more... )

So, I am home for the weekend & it is so nice to see my family.

I hate it when people don't want me. Even if I don't want them, it makes me want them. Does that make sense?

Oh well, it is the woman fucked-up mentality.

I broke down tonight.
Sometimes I wonder if it is me that is wrong.
Why do people find it necessary to walk all over me?
I am so tired of this...so, so tired of this.
It hurts my heart..over and over again..all over again.

Oh my goodness. I am now in love with Turkish music..seriously...