just a quick update...
i've been pretty bad at updating, but theres not really that much going on.I still like stuart but not so much right now and the reason is stupid but anyway; he wasnt working all of last week but i still saw him about 4 or 5 times during the week, he's been alot flirtier lately and he seemed friendlier, then i saw him walking in town on tuesday or wednesday and he saw me and smiled, then i saw him on friday hugging a girl which did annoy me even though it sounds stupid but it did because that could be his girlfriend and i really don't want it to be, they didnt kiss or anything so i hope it's just a friend.But then Yesterday i went to the shop and he was there, not working just buying some stuff , he pretty much ignored me and didnt look at me like he normally does.So now i'm pissed off at him even though he hasn't REALLY done anything wrong but i can't help it, i don't know what to do now , whether to forget about him or see if he's different next time i go to the shop... ?
I've been really bored lately aswell so i went online to find out about this leisure place 5-10 mins away from where i live and they've got a swimming pool and gym, i've always really wanted to go to a gym but i didnt know there was one nearby, so i asked my mum and she thinks i should go, i really really want to because i think it would be fun and to get in better shape and everything but i don't really wannna go on my own.I thought of asking a friend and i know one who would be interested but i honestly don't really want to go with her because she'll do it for like, 20 minutes and then want to go and i want to try and go 4 or 5 times a week so i probably will end up going on my own but i'm scared! Which sounds weird, but i've never been to a gym before and i'm worried i won't know how to do half the stuff.
gtg i forgot i left some pizza in the oven lol