Sooo today i got up about 9-10, and my mum wanted something from the pharmacy so i went with her and on the way i saw stuart (just as i was talking about him)come out of his house with his mum and they went up the high street and his mum turned around and looked at me which was strange, so we went to the pharmacy but they didn't have what she needed so we went up to another pharmacy up the high street where they had been going, and we were walking a little behind them, and he saw us behind, so i hope he doesnt think we were following them, lol.And then i went online on msn and chatted to my cousin for a bit, then i went to the shop, to get my mum some flowers for her birthday, and i saw stuart and we were definitely flirting alot today and i felt a bit more confident around him (not enough to talk, but still!), so yea, i know it must be boring hearing about him in every entry but i go to the shop where he works alot and i see him around alot, so he's a part of my day :) It's actually my mums b/day on thursday but tomorrow we're visiting some family and staying the night, so i got her the flowers today.I'm really awake again and it's 12:21 AM and tomorrow i've gotta get up at 5:45!!So i won't be getting to sleep for another hour at least, thankfully wednesday's the only day i have to get up *that* early, cos i help my uncle out with delivering some papers, which hurts my back carrying , but i want MONEY!haha, i'm completely broke right now.Umm yea then straight after the papers when we finish at about 10 we're going up to London to our cousins house.
Oh yea and i watched the O.C tonight, I love it!!And on a random note: i am loving the pill, if it's whats responsible for my very clear skin at the moment.I hope i'm not jinxing it.
Well I guess i'd better go
see ya later xxx
*Those nights when you can't sleep, you just might be in someone else's dreams.*
*You’re the something in my life I wish I’d never met -
because you're the someone I want && ----the something I can't get.*
*Wouldn’t you rather take a chance then wonder what could have been?
--One tree hill - Peyton*
*Faith is believing in things, When common sense tells me not to.*
*I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far---Kelly Clarkson*
*You can try your hardest, you can do everything & say everything, but sometimes people just aren't worth trying over anymore.. they aren't worth worrying about. It's important to know when to let go of someone who only brings you down.*
*Oh sure, I think other guys are cute,
but every time I see a cute guy, I remind myself how cute *you* are.
Of how much I love *you*. Of how sweet you are.
Of how *you* can always brighten my day.
And suddenly, that other guy doesn't look all that good anymore*