My day...........
Nothing exciting been happening the last couple of days.I JUST wrote a long journal entry here and then this STUPID error report came up and it closed and i can't be bothered to write it all again.But yea, i saw stuart walking up the highstreet today and he saw me and just smiled.And then earlier i went to the shop to get some stuff for dinner and i saw him there working but i didnt go to his checkout, i was gonna try and ignore him a bit, idk why i'm just getting annoyed, but he kept looking at me so it was too hard and i did end up smiling at him and flirting.I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IT'S SOOO FRUSTRATING !!!!I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO HAVE THE GUTS TO TALK TO HIM!!!!!!!!!!!But anyway, i think it's weird for me to like him so much, as i've never spoken to him..... is it?? has anyone else ever felt like this?????
Ok ... some quotes:
Someday i won't be lost
Someday i won't miss you
Someday i'll understand
But for now you're taking over me
I could be in a room with 100 guys and you'd still be the only thing on my mind.
That one day you smiled in my direction, that was the first day of the rest of my life.
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."
You’re the something in my life I wish I’d never met -
because you're the someone I want && ----the something I can't get
I never stopped loving you .. I just stopped letting it show.
It's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry ,
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with---Kelly Clarkson
It hurts so bad to be alone & know that he isn't.
The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care.
but that's the hardest thing to do.
Maybe I got my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in way over my head. Maybe I'm stupid for thinking he ever liked me. But maybe, just maybe, I'm tired of being alone.
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I think about yesterday
Somebody was talkin' to me
But I couldn't understand a word they said
Not that I was tryin' to be rude
But conversation couldn't make it through
The thoughts of love I had for you...
Baby your face takes up my time
cuz I can jus' see your face with mine
I try to change my thoughts; it's a waste of time
You keep my mind occupied
All day long I think of you
I can't even think of things to do
Wishin' all of my daydreams come true
Now, baby, what am I to do?
Tell me what am I to do?
When I can only think of you
Even when I have simple things to do
Like talkin' on the telephone
or watchin' TV when somethin's on
If it ain't about you then what's the use?
Tatyana Ali - Daydreamin'
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the HARDEST part of letting go..is learning not to look back.
Looks grab your attention, but it's the personality that keeps you holding on.
Some people are easy to get over.They only take a day or two, but sooner or later you`ll find the one who has changed everything about you, and no matter how hard you try, you can`t find the words to say goodbye.
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.
Do you ever wake up and think of that one special person?
And because you know you're going to see them,
You get take a [[little longer]] to get ready?
You do your hair differently,
Put on a different shirt...
Well (( every morning )) I think of you.
And I spend forever to maybe do something
That will catch your eye.
Ok , i've gotta get off the computer now xoxoxox
Ok ... some quotes:
Someday i won't be lost
Someday i won't miss you
Someday i'll understand
But for now you're taking over me
I could be in a room with 100 guys and you'd still be the only thing on my mind.
That one day you smiled in my direction, that was the first day of the rest of my life.
"You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back."
You’re the something in my life I wish I’d never met -
because you're the someone I want && ----the something I can't get
I never stopped loving you .. I just stopped letting it show.
It's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry ,
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with---Kelly Clarkson
It hurts so bad to be alone & know that he isn't.
The easiest way to not get hurt is to not care.
but that's the hardest thing to do.
Maybe I got my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in way over my head. Maybe I'm stupid for thinking he ever liked me. But maybe, just maybe, I'm tired of being alone.
******************************************
I think about yesterday
Somebody was talkin' to me
But I couldn't understand a word they said
Not that I was tryin' to be rude
But conversation couldn't make it through
The thoughts of love I had for you...
Baby your face takes up my time
cuz I can jus' see your face with mine
I try to change my thoughts; it's a waste of time
You keep my mind occupied
All day long I think of you
I can't even think of things to do
Wishin' all of my daydreams come true
Now, baby, what am I to do?
Tell me what am I to do?
When I can only think of you
Even when I have simple things to do
Like talkin' on the telephone
or watchin' TV when somethin's on
If it ain't about you then what's the use?
Tatyana Ali - Daydreamin'
*******************************************
the HARDEST part of letting go..is learning not to look back.
Looks grab your attention, but it's the personality that keeps you holding on.
Some people are easy to get over.They only take a day or two, but sooner or later you`ll find the one who has changed everything about you, and no matter how hard you try, you can`t find the words to say goodbye.
When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.
Do you ever wake up and think of that one special person?
And because you know you're going to see them,
You get take a [[little longer]] to get ready?
You do your hair differently,
Put on a different shirt...
Well (( every morning )) I think of you.
And I spend forever to maybe do something
That will catch your eye.
Ok , i've gotta get off the computer now xoxoxox