please tell me how i should feel
ive lost my way
the skies were never bright
but they seem more grey
the man on the corner holds his sign
promising an end while the children play.

frankly i would love to find my journal ( Read more... )

its not fair.
you cant take another one before we've healed from the lose of the last two.
we now have nothing.
they have nothing.
he was keeping things together.

Rest in peace Simeon Nix.
i loved you and im going to miss those bear hugs.

i really just miss talking.

to many people.

my life has gotten more enjoyable.
but i still miss the things i had.
perhaps i always will.

i just want to talk
and have it be like it used to be.

i miss what we had.

and i want it back.
call me selfish.

tonight i help a girl and her friends get a price for a necklace that had no price tag (and could have been very easily stolen), later they approached me and asked me if there was anything they could pray about for me, that they would pray for me, and to have a great night. i almost cried. it was so touching and they were so genuine. it made my ( Read more... )

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with time its harder to say i miss you
i question how much i really know you
because now you cant be who you were
as much as id like
i miss you.
who you
who we
were.

i feel like im givng up.
and giving in.
its making as numb as the pills did.
thats the truth.

i miss talking to you as much as before.

the distance feeling really takes a toll on me.
couldnt the summer last forever?
or just longer?

i want to move to denmark... the happiest place on earth ( Read more... )