I really wish that i knew what was going on so that i could turn it off, or down just a tad. oh, please g-odd! what the fuck does it matter, this consistant foil. let me tell you this : having my doctor abruptly discontinue a hefty daily dose of morphine is NOT-I REPEAT NOT- THE WAY TO GO!!! f*ing goof face. if he was a superhero his cape would say
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i still think you should invite P up for a couple days. i promise not to fuck him. ;p
you need to take better care of yourself. i can barely hold myself up right now, and i am losing the strength to hold you up as time goes on. you need to realize that you are worth it. you need to learn to love yourself as much as i love you. at least.
you have painted yourself into a corner right now, and i know how scared you must be. i also realize how much you are hurting because of this incident. use your writing, use your art, use your talents and resources to let out the bad stuff. and learn to bring in the good.
you talked to me tonight as i was bawling about my sucky life and how i should be engineering, but i don't have the resources, and all that jealousy i was spewing about my friend who is doing so well for himself. take the words you spoke to me, and put them in your own lap for a bit.
you see where i am going with that?
so do it.
i love you
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