I've never really grown up. I'm still so dependant on so many people who don't even realize it, and if they do they're just keeping quiet. I feel the need to disappear completely. Just to be noticed. I'm such a contradiction, but I know I'd ultimately be, "happier" this way. The way I used to be. Alone, not lonely. I ripped apart my old ( Read more... )

I ate mushroom soup for dinner. I've always had a weird fixation for mushrooms. Though I don't get to consume them often. I prefer the chow mein with mixed vegetables(mushroom included). Most excellent. I don't have a meal anymore. There is no breakfast, lunch and dinner. That was thrown out the window eight years ago. We are not stuck in ( Read more... )

What am I going to say?

Nothing, nothing.

A car literally zoomed out of nowhere and knocked me up and over. I guess you could say the whirl was equivalent to that of a roller coaster, nausea and all. I guess he didn't see me cus he kept going. lol. This is the second time I've been hit by a car. I just layed on my back for a few, my left leg trembled and I smelt like asphalt. It was ( Read more... )

Do you still read this?

Although, I know it's all become rather mundane.

I missed Tussle at Stinkweeds tonight, what a shame. I had really looked forward to going and getting my groove on. I suppose this is all just more self-motivation to get my license. But really, it's all insubstantial. And besides a cup of tea tastes best early in the morning, assuming there wasn't any mild-heavy drinking the night prior. ( Read more... )

My dog is blind.

( If you ever feel neglected )

( Whatever she Wants )

"I knew Eric back when the Pokeman wave came in. He was hanging ten like a pro ( Read more... )