wow today was boring and as it looks right now the rest of the weekend will be the same. if someone would be kind enough to want to hang out with me and save me from this boredom let me know. if not i will just catch up on my sleep and homework which might be nice ( Read more... )

a normal non complaining entry ( Read more... )

Eh i need to stop thinking about shit at night when i am tired and my head isn't all there. idk i'm so confused. idk what to do anymore. i will forever be lonely i guess. i'm living in the past. i act like i am fucking 14 years old and a little bitch i was then when it came to girls. i just need some self confidence and i'll be set i guess. idk ( Read more... )

Wow seems like forever since i updated this thing but i'm bored and don't feel like doing homework. lately i have been hanging out with josh, skating my new skates :) and just chilling. Have been out of the house a lot with josh which is better then me sitting at home and when we were at my house josh would be on so i haven't been on that munch. Um ( Read more... )

I GOT NEW SKATES! pics to come

so its been a week so i felt like updating. I haven't been on the internet a hole lot lately. been hanging with josh a lot, which is sweet, and i have either been out with him or he has been on ( Read more... )

So this week was way different then what i though it was going to be. I hung with josh and mike on friday and then saturday i hung with josh and mike the hole first half of the day then we Greg and brian came to my house and chilled with them on my front porch for a while then went to the bowling ally to see jessica. oh yea ryan came over that ( Read more... )

eh how can i be so hopelessly lost and lonely. I want a girl friend so bad. this loneliness is slowly tearing me apart and killing me. My problem is i don't know how to get a girl. I'm too much of a fucking pussy. i fucking hate myself at times. I don't have the looks or the confidence or the know how to get a girl friend. I want a date for coming ( Read more... )

So this weekend was different. Friday me and josh went with wayne to a local show. it was sweet. i didn't really know any of the bands so me and josh chilled in the back while wayne rocked out with his cock out in the front. We hung out with Jamie Powell which was cool and saw some other people i haven't seen in ages.3 pairs of girls came up to us ( Read more... )

I have decided to try to set a goal for myself to lose 10 pounds by Coming Home which is a week from saturday. Its a win-win situation. I will lose some weight and i will have more money because i will not be eating lunch so i will have the lunch money. I also plan on ridding my god mother's stationary bike continuously and doing thing like push ( Read more... )