Every time I hear the song Patience, by Guns n Roses, something good happens. I dont know why, but i do know when it started. It was the day I met my first girlfriend, Jen. Its not a song I hear often, its not one of that bands' most popular songs, so i only hear it maybe about 5 times a year, either on the radio or when the video comes on vh1 ( Read more... )

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real cool satish......smooth

relax, everythings fine...

Well, LJ, Its been over a year, and i was just re-reading my old posts and i decided to talk to you again. It seems as though the previous metaphors i have used to describe my life, some of them have rung true. Roller coasters are loops, right? But when they return to the starting point you are not the same as you were when the thing started, but ( Read more... )

Im in a haze ( Read more... )

The weirdness of the past few weeks has got my mind all in a tizzy. Strange dreams, ex-girlfriend encounters, pending departure, re-acquainting with old friends, making new ones...all of these and more that have escaped from my mind have made this town seem more foreign. Its funny how this place is changing for me. I'm not sure if its cause I'm ( Read more... )

Editors note: i was gonna post this privately, but since i prolly wont speak to this ass-clown again....fuck it ( Read more... )

OK i suck ( Read more... )

Ok, litterally HOURS after my last post about making decisions based on love, a WHOPPER comes my way. And im not talking about the BK variety (Chip board included, Longstandingjoy). The decision i make here will affect a lot of people i love, both ways. On one hand, i go with my family, which is more of a sure thing as far as future employment anc ( Read more... )

I Love life right now (as copy machine behind me breaks down). Hang on...lemme fix that....ok, im back. Im not even gonna let that get me down! I recently let a huge load off my shoulders and am trying to fix things that this 'lie' I have been living has broken. Honestly, Things have turned out way better than i had feared. I have been letting fear ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY A-BOMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!