kari, please dont be sad. you know i love you, right? you are like my mother. and not even mother number 2, mother number 1. i miss you and megan and i love you. i love you both. i cant wait to see you and dance with you and tell you about the things i've learned and read in my literate thrillers class. i'm sure you will like it. i am being brave by being out here by myself and you should be too. you are such a strong being. please stay that way, stay happy. i love you. you have many people who love you. please use that love to ease your pain. maybe i am just fucking wasted but this is how i feel. stay strong, ok? i will see you in december. annie.
sniff, sniff Thanks Annie!havothSeptember 8 2004, 14:32:26 UTC
did you think any this was the least bit funny in that independent film script kinda way?? I did. I will be okay, sweetness. It's just that I'm bloggin as it happens and I haven't processed how I feel about it all yet. But you know, if I was done, I'd be dead. And I'm never done. I want the last word with God/dess themselves. But the bad has to be experienced for me to get it when it's good. It's just been bad for so long. But I do see light at the end of the much-abused proverbial tunnel.
Let me know what your reading list/s is/are and I'll see if I can't keep up with some of it. That way I can converse intelligently with you when you get here. Of course, that's right after we mug down, and dance!!
Yes, Annie-o is pretty right on. You definitely can't expect too many pearls from us younguns, but sometimes they slip out anyhow. ;) I am boycotting people my own age until I am old enough to suck less. lol. I want to come give you lovins. Give me a call if you ever want to talk, I am a good listener. Megan has my number. George is also a stellar person to talk to, although he will vehemently deny this. Love. <3 )O( Goddess Bless You.
Lovins would be appreciated in any form.havothSeptember 14 2004, 17:39:58 UTC
I'm riding a slow roller coaster, ya know? Up today, down tomorrow, Up again the next day. Mostly ending on up. But that's okay for now. Call me at 817-821-7368.
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Let me know what your reading list/s is/are and I'll see if I can't keep up with some of it. That way I can converse intelligently with you when you get here. Of course, that's right after we mug down, and dance!!
Love to my
Favorite Daughter #2,
Mama Havoth.
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)O( Goddess Bless You.
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Ta,
Havoth (Kari)
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