life is so pointless to me. ur here for however long god wants you to be..then u supposably go to heaven or hell. whatever. dont think so. my aunt and uncle make me so mad and so does michael. no one understands the things that i think about. no one!what are we here for anyway? to sit here and suffer while satan sits back in his lazy boy and laughs ( Read more... )

well..i went to the 3 doors down concert last night..that was pretty awesome. Im going out with cagney..(self explanitory) i dunno..me and robert r friends again. thats a good thing i guess. one less person that hates me. now i have about 10 more to go. i dont really understand life nemore. i mean i want to soo bad..but i cant. i have to take ( Read more... )

well lets see..im like in love with this guy..his name is james..ahh..*sigh* newho..daniel told him that i liked him and i think he likes me back..so yeah..neway..me and michael fought the other day bc..hes an asshole and was fighting with krystal and he likes to take it out on haley..i went to the paintball fight..and ahem..got a buncha bruises.. ( Read more... )

Well its been a while since I’ve written in this damn thing..hmm..lets see..i cant member on where I left off so I think imma jus start spilling it out ( Read more... )

well im on the phone with michael salazar right meow and hes makin me laugh as usual..newho..i talked to robert tonight and we r ok meow..so uhh..yeah..im acctually happy!!!!! oh maan..im like freakin in love with James...and chris a whole bunch...i had a really weird dream the other night. my life totally sucks but im making the best out of it i ( Read more... )

well my day at school was pretty good i guess..at work was ok...i got a letter from kyle today..:( i freakin miss him so much. im going to angelas this weekend for her baby shower ( Read more... )

Well I jus woke up about an hour and a half ago. My aunt and uncle brought me a whole family meal from bushes....no I don’t eat that much. They bought it for all of us then Cory (their son) called them to ask if they wanted to go out to eat. So they did that instead ( Read more... )

I cant stop crying..i dunno what to do nemore. i want to talk to someone about this bc i really scare myself with some of the things i think about. theres this pain in my heart that wont go away...no one knows how i feel. ugh! i need a bf so he can like...hug and kiss me. lifes so hard sometimes when nothing goes right. everything is soo wrong. ( Read more... )

well this really sux ass..my bro popped up missing..then he was found..then jessicas fat dumb fucking wanna be slut but cant be bc no one can find her FUCKING PUSSY under the FAT!!!!!!!!! GD i fuckin hate her..then today..JOSH STEDDUM..this guy from henderson...also my ex best friend was in a car wreck and is now in a coma..i like dunno what to do ( Read more... )

Well this weekend I decided to go to my sisters bc I needed a little break from all of my troubles in Waco. So im over there having so much fun bc my aunt and sister r freakin hilarious. My dad calls right after I get home from Mexia and tells me that Kyle has been fuckin missing for 2 fuckin days and that he hadn’t reported him missing yet. YOU R ( Read more... )