So lets see, nothing really major happening...yet. I am still waiting and still hoping. I really wish that dream was true but with my luck, oh god. I really miss Jason and hope that he comes home soon. Lets see theres about 15 minutes left of work and I am bored, it feels like a friday. OH! and I might get a tattoo this weekend! I am thinking about ( Read more... )

Well last night I had a very odd dream. It was about the fair and the RMCP and Flister, Melissa, Alex, Mike, Andrea, Travis and Peter. It was so crazy. i was walking through the arena with Peter from the fire department and I met a guy names Chris, a RMCP, and he let me help him. Then Peter got called away. Chris asked if I could come see him later ( Read more... )

Well I came home early from OSV. I was really sick and tired. But iy felt good to sleep and get some real food and take a nice shower. I met some new people, I finally met Matt. He is diffrent from what I thought he'd be like. Next I met Maria, she is with the 9th Foot (british). She was really cool but I didnt get to see her before I left. Next ( Read more... )

I cant do this any more. My fucking mom threatened me about getting fired for USBio and then turns around and tells me that I am doin great. Oh and she also told me to start looking for a new job and guess what! I found one. 11pm-7am at SH. I cant fucking wait! But I want to just pick up and leave, go yo North Dakota with Dan and Sam. At least I ( Read more... )

So this new girl starts at work and my mom has taken to her. She fucking loves this bitch. I really want to scream! She is always laughing and happy with my mom. Fuck her She cant even clean up her mess! she leaves her old coffee cups after work for some one else to pick up! AND MY MOM LOVES HER! the next time she is hungry she can have carly make ( Read more... )

Yea I am at work and thinking...a lot more than usual. Charlie enlisted in the Navy and I still havent heard from Jason. But he is almost done with his basic, so thats good. Hopfully I can talk to him soon. But back to Charlie. He took me to my prom and was really protective of me, especally when it came to Colin and Melissa. He is a really good ( Read more... )

Well lets see, Jason never called and now he is leaving Thursday and I am flying out of Logan Wednsday. Perfect timing. My sister-inlaws mother died in a motorcycle accident on monday. So yea things are a little crazy! I really want to see Jason and kiss him and tell him how I feel, but with one day left I am at a loss. God I hate this, I could ( Read more... )

Well today is starting good enough. I ate half of my breakfast and drove my mom to work. my stiches dont hurt as much any more but they itch like hell! But that means they are healing. BLAH! SO I got a message from Jason today! YAY! he gave me is e-mail address so I could e-mail him while he is at basic. I really am worried for him cause he most ( Read more... )

I wasnt sure this would work, I havent written in a long tinme. Looks like I am back, and I have more to write about now then I ever did. Lets see I broke up with Alex cause he is a lair and a cheater, I wont talk to melissa cause she is a backstabbing bitch cause she had sex with Alex behind my back. AND they BOTH lied to my face about it. But hey ( Read more... )

What I hate is that suddenly I came to the relization that Alex will never marry me. He will either break it off, or just keep giving excuses. There really is no reason for me to stay with him for long, I mean yea I love him but I cant do that to myslef ( Read more... )