The only signal i cant read is: mixed! :/

Dec 01, 2019 16:29

"Stay, because i need you!" he said.

I dont know how to feel about this whole situation tbh.


In my last entry, i've mentioned about the company decision to end my contract and i accepted it whole-heartedly.

Last Saturday we both stayed at the office quite late, we did some work and had a very deep conversation, about his past and his vulnerabilities.

I dont recall what makes him comfortable to open up to me tho, nevertheless i appreciate it.

Out of the blue he sent this text yesterday:




When i asked him "how long do you need me to stay?" and he answered "i dont know", perhaps as long as he's there.

Hence it gave me the idea that he's just using me for his own good. ;____;

I'm pretty sure he asked me to stay because he feels like he'll be overwhelmed by everything once i left.

I told him dont be emotional, think thorough before making any decision.

Frankly, i dont wanna him taking the risk for asking another chance for me.

Does he not know the consequence of his action? Of course i dont wanna burdensome him by making like its his responsibility if i didnt perform. T____T

That's too risky! Why would he go all the way for this?

Why?

Oh Goodness Gracious! Im so terrible at reading signals. *bricks*

Also, i do feel he's little clingy these past few days.

Hmm..very shady.

What signal is he trying to send to me tho? O___o

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