Well... not alot has changed. I find it amazing that no matter what changes you make in your life you will always find yourself in the same situations... with different faces and locations to make it seem likes its a different adventure... but its always the same games with just new players ( Read more... )

Lately things seem to be so great on the outer coating of what life has been offering and every single piece of the insides leave me with a taste so bittersweet and leave me so unhappy and feeling so isolated ( Read more... )

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I feel so unattractive and like the wieght of the world is on my shoulders and I have no reason to feel this way ( Read more... )

(x) been drunk ( Read more... )

The band and I left for Georgia last Thursday and got back last night. We played 2 shows while we were there… one sucked and the other went really really well ( Read more... )

It really hurts when you tell someone how you feel... and their only response... is a small laugh... and silence....

"Did you ever notice you can always find the perfect thing to say, but you only seem to say them to someone who doesnt deserve it..."
- Me

- Hayden

I called my X... we talked and she told me that she isnt going to California... well... she doesnt know if she is gonna go... and if she does it wont be for a while... so I told her about me moving.... she told me that I should... but I would have to drive about 8 hours to see my kid.... I wouldnt mind... I cant wait to be a father... I just dont ( Read more... )

My internet went down for a few days... that kind of sucked... I love being able to get online at night and just talk to my friends... friends that live down the street... and friends that live all the way across the country... its awesome ( Read more... )

I never thought I could hurt like this...

- Hayden