What a lame finale

[haydenyune]

So I’m going to attempt to write a proper journal entry instead of throwing up some stupid one liner. My life has fallen apart again the past month and I’ve just been in no mood to put words to proverbial paper

Comments

[sukimcshu]

That sucks mate :(

[haydenyune]

Yeah it does

... icon was soo not proper original post orz

[roxasbones]

Damn. Wish I could at least give you a proper hug hun. On one side I wish you hadn't gone through this. But I can second that long distance relationships... They just don't work well. And that's from far too much experience. But on the otherside, at least this was a type of separation cause my life goals and mutual agreements instead of a fight or something of the sorts.

Even if things tend to fade away.. I hope for now things go well for you. And that your visit next month goes lovely.

Re: ... icon was soo not proper original post orz

[haydenyune]

I could use a good hug right about now. I still love him very much and know he still loves me. That will hopefully never change even if things dont work out.

I'm excited to see him next month

[starlite_gone]

That sucks, man. I'm sorry to hear that! But on the other hand, it's much better that it's happening this way on a civil note than something that sours everything you had before.

[haydenyune]

Funny that you mention that, we actually fought a little bit because I had a druken moment where I said I almost wished he'd cheated on me or something so I could hate him and move on. It sucks to love someone and let that feeling linger.

[starlite_gone]

Yeah it's true. There's really no good way for it to end...

[haydenyune]

Yeah your right about that. There's no good way to end a relationship I guess unless you both realize you make better friends than lovers.