i'm counting the days for summer to come. not really, but i'm about to start. my grades are sucking right now cos i'm so frickin lazy!! i feel bad about it but i just don't feel like doing my work! it's so BORING. i'm nervous about my next report card. yikes. they're not THAT bad i guess. but they could be better. maybe somebody should push me to ( Read more... )

Take the quiz: "Are you a flapper or a rapper?"

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now, if last night wasn't the most ridiculous night of all time, i don't what was. all of us were under the impression from the beginning that the show was gonna be great - until, long after show started, we found out the tape player did not work. it was so unbelievable i just wanted to KILL myself! it's too bad we didn't figure it out ahead of ( Read more... )

the talent show starts in 3.5 hours and i am STOKED. whatever that means. haha full house. anyway, i've got some time to kill. everyone who auditioned that day made it in, so there was nothing to worry about with the stupid sound system messing us up. alex was convinced that she didn't make it, but we got to prove her wrong. on monday i nearly had ( Read more... )

so the talent show auditions were today, and i feel really really confident about it. the only downside? i had to sing with the vocals, and from what i hear from the audience, the vocals from the cd totally drowned me out. that drives me nuts cos i swore that i was loud enough. i could hear myself and i was under the impression that I drowned out ( Read more... )

"The Heart Wants What It Wants ( Read more... )

i hate this. i hate this so much. i feel like i can't even breathe. it frustrates me so bad. i don't know what i want. i don't know how to handle this. a part of me wants it all back. a part of me doesn't want it at all. but i mostly want it. i want him. i need him. i can't figure this out. this is the hardest thing i've ever been through. i can't ( Read more... )

GOIN TO DC IN 3 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!! this is so exciting. i'm actually kinda nervous, to be honest. i don't know why. i just am. but i'm looking forward to it cos i've never been there and i really can't believe that it's finally gonna happen. at the beginning it all kinda seemed like a joke. i guess that's cos mr nolan was really starting to make us ( Read more... )

okay, it's wonderful having new family arrive. i love them all. love the children, love the attention, love the love. but until they are barging in my room at 8 in the morning when i am dead as a doornail and enjoying my sleep, and jumping ony my head and pulling the covers off of me, that's when things are getting out of control. and i don't like ( Read more... )

I _____ ALECIA ( Read more... )