Dear LJ Users/Readers
I heart you and taco bell.
We're good people
even though I smell.
I'm sorry my room is never clean
I'm sorry that some girls are mean
But since now you're my partner in crime
I got your back and you got mine.
We're like tornados
with our liquor cups
we spin around and
fuck shit up!!!!!
so here is my goodbye to public posts......
it's clear to me that doing certain things get you into trouble, and that's obvious... but i never realized trouble came in the form it has this week. Someone sent my parents an annonymus email with the links to this page, my webshots page, and my livejournal... they claimed to be a concerned third party who thought i was going down the wrong path... well that resulted in the bottom of my world being ripped apart. My parents printed out at least 100 pages from these 3 sites, and highlighted them. drinking, partying, canada, mike driving my car, thinking those are the only things i ever do, go get drunk and party... well we all know thats not true, since new years i have really toned down on my partying (with the exception of canada).. what do i do all the time? i sit at the apartments and play cards, or go out to dinner, or a movie, or just hang out, its really not the tragedy my parents think it is...
...so as a result i have lost my car completely until April 4.. i don't even have it for school and work. i however refuse to take the bus my senior year, so it looks like im gonna have to find a ride.. anyone willing to give me rides to/from school i'd appreciate it. not to mention work and all that kind of stuff.... so here i am with no car for 5 weeks. lets not forget about my other punishments though, im not allowed to sleep at anyone elses house until after graduation, and i'm not allowed to go to senior week. everyone keeps saying oh well it could be worse, or everyone has to go through it, well ya know, all i want is for someone to hug me and tell me itll all be ok, because i havn't stopped crying for 2 days, and it's REALLY taking a toll on my sleeping schedule.
i guess on the bright side we've had our first 2 snowdays of the year today and yesterday, its too bad i couldnt even spend them with my friends, seeing as how i didnt have my car..... im so sick of living at home.....