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[hayleysc]

Can someone just punch me already? I'm sick of this! I'm sorry to everyone I'm hurting right now but I've just had ENOUGH. I'm sick of it all and frankly right now I don't care about anything...least of all myself right now. Don't deserve anyone to care about me anyway. Stupid worthless piece of shit! If you knew everything...you probably would

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[stephndel]

*big hugs*
I wish I could make it better for you :( Problem is that I'm feeling similar and I'm sick of putting on a brave face for everyone... just want to curl up in a hole and stay there forever :(

We're a good pair, huh? I hope life brightens up for both of us soon *more hugs*

[hayleysc]

Thanks Steph *hugs* To top it all I'm feeling SOOOO sick in the stomach right now! Went to school later...by like 20 mins, and stomach felt worse and worse...so I came home.

I really hope you start feeling better yourself soon, we both need something to brighten up our days huh?!

Love ya xoxo

[dizzydais]

im sorry but hayley maybe if i knew what was wrong i could help you out instead of you bottling things up inside, when you bottle things up a piece of you dies, thats what ive been told.

but right now i dont know what to do, ive tried.

i care.

as i said if i knew the whole story i could talk you through it, but then again my advice doesnt seem to help

[hayleysc]

No, it does help. I'm sorry to have given you the wrong message, but it does mean a lot. But, I just, I don't know. I'm a selfish bitch so I'll stop what i was going to say. I'm so sorry...for everything. I've probably made you so upset on so mant occassions because of my stupidity and selfishness. SOOOO sorry!

[dizzydais]

dont worry about being selfish, say what you were going to say.

dont worry about it, its ok