*headdesk*

[hayotochi]

So, you know what? Fuck you, my shiny generation.  Fuck you and your stoners and your pricks and your terribly dull and horribly unentertaining self.  All I did back in high school (and even before it, I'm sure) was talk about how I couldn't wait to be out of school so I could go out and do something with my life and be a gamedesigner/

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[queengodzilla]

So you regret your decision to pursue a four-year education and resent the expectations heaped upon your generation to pursue higher education? And you feel disappointed that you could not focus long enough to finish your degree so you're lashing out in anger at it? And despite saying you want to do things you love, you're going to a community/vocational college for CAR REPAIR? I didn't realize you loved car repair. Is this what you believe is right for you? You also seem to have resigned yourself to a "barely scraping by" existence too, unlike your peers whom you view as "more successful" yet "drunk and high."

Is this what I'm hearing?

Let me tell you, you make the best of who you are. Even if you go to vocational school to learn car repair, if you become a specialist at a certain type of car (like BMWs) you can make a fucking KILLING. Don't think that car repair is your ONLY option now that you've quit a university... You may not feel you deserve better, but come on!

[hayotochi]

Honestly, I wasn't trying to lash out at anyone but myself when I wrote this (Despite the things I said about 'my generation'. I had literally not slept all night and I suddenly stumbled into a funk where I was so extremely disappointed with myself and my lack of motivation to do anything that I suppose I just needed to vent - and I didn't really vent in a logical or intelligent way, so I apologize for spamming your update page with this.

But, since I'm being honest here, I suppose some of the things I wrote were true, though, and I am really grateful to you for addressing the rant in the way you did, because it actually cheered me up quite a bit.

I actually haven't gone to a University yet, because first I need a job (because I'll be putting myself through it with my own money and university or college of any sort is expensive) and I haven't been able to get a job, which is what originally led me to this rant because I've been sitting around twiddling my thumbs feeling - and generally being useless.

And the thing is, I don't know