love will lead us <3

Jul 01, 2005 21:16


last night i cried myself to sleep. and i dont really know why. i know part of it is because right now i feel like i have no reason to live. i'm not doing anything important in my life at the time being.. just wasting away 32-40 hours a week selling coffee and bagels to grungy old men who look at me like i'm mothering their children. sick.

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jennaploof July 2 2005, 11:54:40 UTC
It's funny. I read your fears about working at Tim Horton's for the rest of your life, and I see a lot of the same thing running through my mind right now too. I'm going to be a music theatre major. It is like I am setting myself up for this notorious let down. Like I will love these 4 years that Acadia is about to bring me. It is going to be enriching and educational...and I am going to love every minute of it. But when it is over, and I hit the real world...In a field that is so subjective, do I really have a chance? Do I have what it takes? I doubt it...

See, you aren't alone ;)

I <3 You

Jenn

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Brian<3 anonymous July 3 2005, 13:48:46 UTC
I liked this post the most.. cause it had me in it alot..<3 this is quite an improvement.. haha

I love you<3

Brian

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