oh spring!

isn't it weird how we rush through our high school years, beer in hand, laughing at the idea of missing the moments we lived arrogantly.

i miss the arrogance. i miss being rebellious and having the ability to live irresponsibly.

right now i just want to not give a shit.

ah, im going to disregard that the last entry said that jess was getting better. sometimes things just arent fair.

shoot for the moon. even if you miss you'll land among the stars*

jess is getting better. my adam is perfect. life is wonderful.

having spent your entire life where ( Read more... )

my birthday is soon. only two weeks left in class. ive found out things i didnt want to know and didnt need to know about people. i have two jobs and am a full time student. myadam is a gatrillion miles away and im trying to erase the past.

somehow ive lost track of daysweeksmonths and yet am still completely aware of everysecond.

wow ( Read more... )

countdown---

ekkk///

i havent updated this piece in forever. probably because ive been forced to write about my life my memories and basically the innerworkings of the mandy brain(no wonder im not doing that good) for my stupid class.well. its not stupid i just feel dumb in it ( Read more... )

oh spring break.

you just keep getting better and better.

////and making me wish that i could insert images of everything
thats been making me smile nonstop since friday.
and forever.