Feeling invisible...
Sometimes life makes oneself look deep into the mirror and makes you wonder "am I really here?" I find myself wondering that alot lately. I work in a field where people deal with mortality on a daily basis. Just last night one of our residents died and I had to help move the body. It made me sad to realize that his family wasn't coming to see him before being sent to the mortuary.I wonder what death is like and wether or not it would effect other peoples lives if I died. This whole Livejournal thing has been wonderful at times making me feel close to people I either never would have met, or hadn't seen in years. But at times it also makes me feel incredibly lonely, to post comments and send messages without return is heartbreaking at times. I realize that everyone has a life and that I am by no means the center of anyones universe, but a hello now and then would greatly lift a lonely guys spirits. I know that most of you will probably ignore this...or at best open it and see how long it is and go "I don't have time to read all that". It's ok if you don't. I will at least feel better for having said it. I hope that all of you out there with people in your lives have a wonderful Valentines day tomorrow...and that those of you who don't might find that one special someone you have always dreamed of.