Answers from the lyrics post, and stuff.
1. "Policy of Truth"--Depeche Mode
Never again is what you swore the time before
2. "Suicide Note"--Johnette Napolitano
And I wanted to believe/You would win/The war in your head/That I did not understand
3. "Need You Around"--Smoking Popes
If I could see into your heart/Then would I know just where to start?
4. "Kinda I Want To"--Nine Inch Nails
I can't shake this feeling from my head/there's a devil sleeping in my bed
5. "The Day I Tried To Live"--Soundgarden
I woke the same as any other day you know/I should have stayed in bed
6. "Porcelain"--Moby
Tell the truth you never wanted me
7. "Special"--Garbage
I used to amuse you/I knew that I'd lose you
8. "That Day"--Poe
The anticipation was a turn-on...but you let me down
9. "Low Down Man"--Squirrel Nut Zippers
He says he loves me only/Then turns around and leaves me sad and lonely
10. "More Than This"--The Cure
Make-believe impossible/Nothing as it seems/To see, touch, taste, smell, hear/But never know if it's real
11. "Enjoy the Silence"--Depeche Mode
Vows are spoken/To be broken
12. "Liar"--The Cranberries
And all I want is something special/And you can't give it to me/And all you do is lie to me
13. "#1 Crush"--Garbage
Violate all the love that I'm missing/Throw away all the pain that I'm living
14. "Bittersweet Symphony"--The Verve
I need to hear some sounds that recognize the pain in me, yeah
15. "Vulcan"-Snake River Conspiracy
Fuck you and your stupid smile/You make me want to strangle you
16. "Jesus Forgive Me"--Concrete Blonde
I killed you in my heart today/For everything you did to me
17. "You Look So Fine"--Garbage
I'm not like all the other girls/I can't take it like the other girls/I won't share it like the other girls/That you used to know
18. "Getaway Car"--Audioslave
Settle down/I wont hesitate to hit the highway/Before you lay me to waste
19. "No Need to Argue"--The Cranberries
But they say it will work out fine/Was it all a waste of time/Cause I knew, I knew, I’d lose you
20. "Sanctified"--Nine Inch Nails
It's still getting worse after everything I tried
21. "Slept So Long"--Orgy
Did you think it's cool/To walk right up/To take my life/And fuck it up/Well did you?
22. "Save Yourself"--Stabbing Westward
I know that you've been damaged/Your soul has suffered such abuse/But I am not your savior/I am just as fucked as you
23. "Ballad for Dead Friends"--Dashboard Prophets
It's a cold day in a cold world/I really wished I could have saved you/Then who would've saved me from myself?
24. "Walk This Earth Alone"--Lauren Christy
You're in the water that I'm drinking/The sound of 911/The walls that protect me/From the damage that you've done
25. "Black"--Sarah McLachlan
And they wonder sometimes when they see all the/Sadness and pain the truth brings to light
26. "Linger"--the Cranberries
It's tearing me apart/It's ruining everything/And I swore, I swore I would be true/And honey so did you
27. "All of This Past"--Sarah Bettens
And I have searched for the reason to go on/I've tried and I've tried/But it's taking me so long
28. "King of Wishful Thinking"--Go West
And I deny the tears in my eyes/I don't want to let you see...no
29. "Tainted Love"--Soft Cell
The love we share seems to go nowhere
30. "Breakable"--Fisher
Tell the world that he's breaking your heart/Go tell the world/Nothing's ever your fault
31. "I Think I'm Paranoid"--Garbage
Breaking down is easy
32. "Bizarre Love Triangle"--New Order
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
33. "Like a Friend"--Pulp
You are the cut that makes me hide my face/You are the party that makes me feel my age
34. "Comin' Up From Behind"--Marcy Playground
She caught your sick lie/It was creepin' in the shadow of your white smile
35. "Not A Virgin"--Poe
Before you let another lie/Slip through those crooked little teeth/I don't think you wanna start that shit with me
36. "Run, Pig, Run"--Queens of the Stone Age
I am no saint and make no claims/To being in the right/It's just for now, I am wrong-less
37. "Ruiner"--Nine Inch Nails
Now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease
38. "Charades"--Maxwell Caulfield
I'm all dressed up in my finest attitude/Pretending I don't care
39. "Bodies"--Smashing Pumpkins
Love is suicide
40. "Blow Up the Outside World"--Soundgarden
Nothing will do me in before I do myself/So save it for your own and the ones you can help
41. "Over My Head"--Furslide
I don't deny it/I still haven't found it/I proudly wear the scars/I've challenged every crutch so far
42. "Disappointment"--The Cranberries
You shouldn’t have done/The things you did then/And we could’ve been happy
43. "It's All Over But the Crying"--Garbage
Now I can´t walk back/I can´t leave behind/where does it go, all the light that we had?
44. "Nothing But You"--Kim Ferron
Well I've got plenty of time/Time to figure it out/Time to think about you and me/Whatever that was all about
45. "The Widow"--The Mars Volta
Freeze without an answer/Free from all the shame
Yes, vitiatrix swept most of them, with a few exceptions, as she is a music goddess. (No Korn on the list...exactly.) Gotta say it made me smile when you got 38, though, Mary.
Haven't slept much in a while. Headspace still rather fucked up.
Going to see Much Ado About Nothing at the Shakespeare Tavern tomorrow (Friday).
Cautiously optimistic that the message was at least taken to heart. He's on notice. There are deadlines and timeframes. If not...there's nothing.