Life why are you so fickle...
I know that, y'know, with the whole wanting kids thing that finally getting a period is a good thing. But it freaking HURTS. I never used to get cramps before I came out here and started using the birth control here. And to make matters worse, I haven't have a period since November. Can we say build up? Urgh. Sometimes I really hate being a woman.
I'm not even sure this is a real period. John and I were, well we got a little rough in the bedroom last night and he hit me really hard a couple times... I mean, he didn't break anything and I'm not injured or whatever but... it's like he knocked my period loose or something, as ridiculous as that may sound. And he was getting really deep...
If this is a natural occurrence and it starts happening more, though, then it could mean that even losing this measly little 2.5 kilos has jump started my body into normal rhythms again! If that's the case then maybe, just maybe, I won't have to take fertility treatments... WISHFUL THINKING.
Original entry from my Dreamwidth account. Yes, I am a lemming...