It is 4am and i am still awake ( Read more... )

so im just sitting here....with nothing to do.  Alisha is in Canada, Mel is at work, and that about raps up my friends.  it really sucks.

I started to clean the shit hole of my room, but got pissed because it is such a mess that i stoped.

Dustin is up north today.  I just got off the phone with him.  I love him so very much...

Yeah...

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well long time no write ( Read more... )

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I woke up a 1 today. i felt really bad for myself becasue i let myself waste the day.
i went to work out. now im extra tired. im about tpo go grab a bite to eat. i just wanted to say hi.
have a good day

Mel im sorry. i shouldnt have said what i said, but that isnt what i meant. Things got misunderstud and now im even more hurt then before. im always here if you need me. i know you are always there for me to. i was just so bored last night and i just sat around and cryed. when you didnt what to talk it hurt me. that was very selfish of me ( Read more... )

Im not in a very good mood today. im very sad and depressed. i have been through three crying episode's today about the stupidest shit. im not even PMSing right now. (cant wait to see how that week is ( Read more... )

Well it is really late at night, and im still up ( Read more... )

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Wow talk about a long time. Life has been going well. im back with my friends again, which i really enjoy. I have got myself some really good friends. i truly love all of them. all 4. lol ( Read more... )