and a wise friend of mine said to me today:
"cait, say what you want. say that it didn't matter to you, but you know it did. you're hurt because of someone you were trying not to care about. you care about him, you do. because you've been moping for the last two weeks. why the hell don't you just talk to him? so go ahead and say it didn't matter ( Read more... )

sadly, some things just don't work out the way you wanted them to ( Read more... )

much as i like Nick...
... i miss Jordan.

and i hate when things are akward after stuff. thats stupid.
it doesn't help when you can still smell them on your bed.

WHAT. THE. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK ( Read more... )

this girl that i thought i was friends with, even if she annoys me a lot, wrote some really mean things about me on her blog.

calling me ugly and fat and creepy??
okay, maybe the first two ( Read more... )

those curveballs keep coming...
... and eventually, you learn how to hit some of them.

okay. i have to explain ( Read more... )

ookay ( Read more... )

omggggggggggggg.
this is crazy insane.
i can't even think straight right now.
i heart him.
majorly.

this is a problem.
Jords, i need you now more than ever.
if you ever want a chance, you gotta come back... like, nowbecause i'm falling more in like with him as we get closer ( Read more... )

dudeeeee.
i sent him a space message, and he requested me as a friend.
stupid thing to freak about, but i was excited!
yay!
it says he's in a relationship though.
but oh well, not stressing about it, i mean its not like it's lasting forever.
nothing does at 17.
but putting that aside...
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)