"[Mine] is the familiar summer, one of tastes and smells and sights, and feelings, and events." (Carolyn Kolb ( Read more... )

what am i to you?

"when the world ends..."

granted you survive. what are you going to do when the world ends?

"the love you've got is all the love i will ever need."

anyway. someone said something to me recently that i just can't seem to forget. more importantly, for some reason, i can't seem to forget the someone. i just hope that he cant forget me either.

anyway. i got home from palm springs yesterday. it was a lot of fun. thanks guys! we have to do it again sometime. Hearts to Handguns. great band. i love you all. even the ex-band members. make that expecially the ex-members. You crack guys crack me up. I hope Corder's face is okay. 80's are the best. anyway ( Read more... )

he's gone. lucas moved out. now im all alone. just me and my parents. things are actually going good between everyone. i think our relationship as brother and sister, and as best friends, needed this. the time apart will do us good. i miss him though.

i did it! wow. tonight was the recital! "whoop whoop!" goodness...i am so tired. its kinda sad. the year has come to an end. no more ballet. congrats Mrs Sarah. 20 yars at DSD. i love ya, and appreciate everything you've done for me. you taught me everything i know.

so tired. i've had rehersals all week. i'm stressed out. it's too much at once. dance. moving. party. finals. palm springs. i'm not going to be updating for awhile so everyone have a good weekend. and good luck with finals next week!

ohh and thanks for you comments in my last journal, it means a lot to me.

i love him. my great-grandpa. now i might lose him. why? i dont think i can take much more loss. it's taking its toll. he is 98 years old and still has a ahnd shake grip stronger any 45 year old man. he just lays there in that hospital bed as up beat as ever. he layed there without a shirt on. and all i could think to myself was how skinny he is. ( Read more... )

Does anyone know how to post pictures? if you do. please tell me how. i have so many that i want to post.