if every day was the same i would have died years ago my calendar is marked with blood red x's for every 24hours i've suffered through today has been cluttered with broken teeth and filthy stitches and a conscience that won't shut up now i understand that ur worst is beating the hell out of my best and i can take it the one thing that i'll ever get ( Read more... )

The Only Honest Lovesong ( Read more... )

ok so i don't know how to post pics. GRUNDEL MUFF!

wow! i just relized what a bitch to ppl i am! i trea my best friends horalble i just push them around call them names. Why do i do this? i don't know i think i'm just stupid. i push away the ppl i care about most i try to walk all over them to controll them i didn't see it untill ryan said sumthing to me he is right I'm a narrow minded asshole! i ( Read more... )

wow ok

HOME COMING BLOWS ( Read more... )

OK so heres my day! I wake up mad because my dad had the AC on and it was already FREEZING! so i didn't wanna get out of bed afrid i might freeze to death! then i got up did wake up stuff and got in the car to relize i left my CD player in Ryan's car last night! AGGGG! so i convinced my dad that it was a good thing to listin to music in the morring ( Read more... )

i fell for u! i did it i said i wouldn't but i did! UGGGG ne ways i love music it makes me happy! I am always daydreaming, hoping you've dreamt of the same thing. I've gotta stay calm I dont want this to change. I've been assuming everything, hoping you'll soon mean everything. hehehe i LOVE life today!!! i loved everything about it! nothing went ( Read more... )

ARGGGG! hey well i haven't updated in FOREVER! but i just read Ryans LJ and thouhgt Hummmm maybe u should update urs so i am! Kevin just did my last lj He's a gubber! <3 ya kid! Ok so life.... ummm pretty sucky but also good but i won't get into that because i don't wanna sound all emo. But i will list the good things in my life! 1) FREIENDS!!!! ( ( Read more... )

MY DAY:

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