well...this is strange. I dont really believe in LJ because of the stupid shit it used to start. But anyway i feel like i lost touch with lots of people and this is really the only place that i know people go for sure. so anyway im in london right now enjoying the last few moments of summer. its beautiful. and i wanted to say hey to everyone, we ( Read more... )

wow havnt done this in a long time but here it goes... well i realized today that we are all growing up and moving on and it makes me sad but at the same time i cant wait. i dont know really how many friends i truly have here at yhs but at least its not zero i think that alot of people thought they were friends but in actuallity i bearly know most ( Read more... )

I fucking hate when people take over your space. Its bullshit. I hate when people tell you how to do things and what to do. Thats even worse bullshit. I dont know. i think its rediculous and easy to see, but maybe not. o well. i dont give a flying fuck. this past weekend was coool. except for putting effort into something and having someone not ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard to be happy, sometimes all i feel is angry, and scared, and just really pissed off. Theres so many things im thankful for, and theres so many things I dont understand. This is what i have noticed from a few people. You cant expect people to be there for you, when you make them feel uncomfortable. If you care about someone you don' ( Read more... )

um yeah, i just got back and im happy to be home ( Read more... )

im ready to come home. enough family, i miss my mommy, i miss you my lover, i miss my friends. its cold here, erica is a bitch, and thanksgiving should never involve fish. anyway. ima commin home tomorrow, probably wont do anything but kiss my boyfriend and go to school monday. sounds lovely huh? i know. xoxo see you all tomorrow!

im kinda sad. worried about a few things. anyway. ill be home in two days.

oh my gosh i love you all, i miss you all to peices. its so cold here and so boring and lonly i really think i might have a nervous break down i try to sleep all day and stuff but its not working out so well damn jet lag. anyway 5 more days till i can come home to the US ( Read more... )

Im in finland and i have internet somewhat. let me tell you how bored and lonely i an here. all i want is to come home. i miss everything about america. dear god. im rotting people. anyway i love you all. i miss you to gosh darn hell. lana those pictures of me are horrible. alyssa you fool you posted a whole letter of mine for everyone to read. but ( Read more... )

blah finland tomorrow.

I know of only two people that i think will miss me. Sad i know...o well i hope.... i dont know what i hope.

I dont wanna go.

I dont want to be without you for so long.

THIS SUCKS!

hrmm, make it go by quick thats all i ask.