Sand rains down and here I sit, holding red flowers in a tomb..

May 21, 2004 13:59

Everyday the world gets a little more complicated ( Read more... )

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guttergod May 21 2004, 18:05:07 UTC
Polyamory is a possibility. I've seen it work. But it's not a way to get out of being a whore, however. Being poly means you actually LOVE more than one person and are faithful to them and your feelings for them. Being a whore means you fuck multiple people. There IS a big difference. Does that make sense? I can explain it better if needed.

If Ben hurts you again, I swear to God, I will fucking kick his ass. I can't stand to see you hurting and I won't let him do it to you again. Not without a fight.

I love you, sweetheart and you deserve better. MUCH better.

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headed4theocean May 22 2004, 14:18:42 UTC
You are so good to me, Stina. I'm just tired. I'm so fucking tired of allowing Ben to treat me this way, to bring me to the edge of insanity and back every fucking day. If I keep enabling him to treat me this way, he'll do it again and again and again. And he does.

I don't think he could ever grasp the concept of polyamory. I don't think his deluded, fucked up mind could handle loving even one person, let alone many.

I give up. I don't know why I even bother with him anymore.

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guttergod May 24 2004, 14:33:54 UTC
Give him his "time alone" and then, when he comes crawling back, give him your foot in his ass. If you won't, I will. I have some old shoes I don't mind ruining.

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headed4theocean June 9 2004, 22:40:56 UTC
lol. very cute. i just saw this. :)

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