I couldn't hear what they had to say I was wrong.
Got a wild hair up my ass and had to run to Target to buy big plastic Tupperware bins to put all my stuff in that I still had in cardboard boxes. I like Tupperware. I think I got the idea from Randy. Anyway..I came across old notes I had written to Andy that his grandma gave back to me after he died. What a fucking IDIOT I was. 14 years old and
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I run across those notes too. I too, have those thoughts about what a fucking dumbass I was. I suffered a lot of guilt for a long time realizing that I could have done more, that I could have said something SOONER about what was going on with him. I've rehashed this situation over and over with Tim many times over the years and he always tells me it was not my fault... "you couldn't help how old you were and your maturity then." We were all kids for crying out loud. Andy really needed some professional help... in the form of SERIOUS counseling and probably medication. You and I, as 15 and 16 year old KIDS, couldn't provide that for him. That was up to his family, the school counselors and in some ways... up to himself. He needed to want to be helped... and I don't think he wanted to be "saved." I know he's okay though where he's at now, so that helps a lot. They don't have chemical imbalances, depression and unhappiness on the Other Side ( ... )
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