Today was kinda lame, I must say. I spent the whole day alone. And I sent David a message that said I wasn't interested in dating anymore, which I don't think he read, so I'm still waiting for the fallout from that one (if there is going to be fallout). Also, I've been thinking about Danny a lot lately, just because I'm starting to feel more than a ( Read more... )

So I hung out with David today...and it's blindingly apparent to me now that I don't feel any real attraction to him. I think I was just confused by sex before. But we can't really carry on a conversation, and when we do, I'm not really interested in anything he has to say, and he's not very funny either. Which isn't to say he doesn't have a sense ( Read more... )

Today was a pretty full day. I woke up around 11am because my dad was calling me about the financial aid stuff. Then I guess Carissa called...or maybe that was yesterday. Anywayzzz...I spent the first part of the day doing laundry and basically chilling. Then I went and saw Moon with Brionna, Chris and Josh at 7:30, and it was pretty interesting. ( Read more... )

Some goals for August ( Read more... )

This week has been shit. Seriously. Every god-damn day since Sunday has been shit. Let me go into more detail for you.

( My shitty week, day-by-day! )

I don't know what I'm so depressed about. It's been almost a month since I dumped the bastard but I still can't stop thinking about him. It's enough to drive a bitch like me insane. I guess hanging out with his friends doesn't help. Apparently he's really jealous that Adam and I have been hanging out, and he told Adam he feels "betrayed." That's ( Read more... )

My god the world just feels so empty today. Not helped by the fact that I've been alone and indoors for practically all day. Ugh. Oh well, it was Sunday, there wasn't anything to do anyway. So I think I'm gonna start posting in here a lot more so I can remember the shit that I do every day, however insignificant it may be. Today was just one of ( Read more... )

So I'm feeling much much better after the break-up with Danny. Holy shit, it's nice to be able to think more clearly about our relationship. I let him get away with saying the rudest things to me and basically treating me like shit, and now that I'm no longer blinded by romance or whatever, I'm finally able to see what a fucking good thing it was ( Read more... )

So I dumped Danny last night. I spent all weekend thinking about it and worrying about it. I talked to Amanda, Jenni, and my dad. They all told me it was time to move on and they were right. Danny's interest level in me was way low, I was unhappy, worrying about shit constantly. So now I plan on working out again everyday and getting back into ( Read more... )

I got some texts from Danny earlier today ( Read more... )