hey guys...heres some news...

my grandpa has cancer through out his WHOLE body..yes it is treatable but i don't know how well he will handle it. i am really scared!! i wanna cry!!

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well today was just peachy...my grandpa is even worse now.. and they belive the cancer has spread to his brain but we arn't sure yet. i am hella scared...i cried for like an hour..this is so freking hard to deal with. i hate it! i am so afraid of losing him...but it's not my choice. well i have church in the morning so i have to get some sleep. i' ( Read more... )

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PS i am sorry cohen :'(

we have a water polo game today against Lodi....yepyep!

i have lots to say kinda but i have to get ready for school...

OH OH OH OH OH OH OH !!!! THANK YOU MUCHO MUCH Stephen!!! i love those songs!!!! HA Sorry...

Have you ever wanted to cry but can't? been so tired but sleep is the last thing on you mind? or so lost and alone to yoursllef and don't even want to be found?

ok i am updating cause one i havn't in a whil and two because Stephen told me not to keep anything in even if no one reads this it still gets out of my head ( Read more... )

FUCKING bordom!! i have to babysit till like 7..grr...i wanna get out of this house!!!!!!!! dose anyone wanna do anything?!?! Tonight???? :'(