29 January 1983
BEX WHITBY.
I'm just worried that - maybe it's because of what happened to Melisande but I hope that was just a stupid mistake and not anything else. He's a Falcon and the Falcons have a certain reputation. I just hope it was a really fucking stupid mistake. Bill is going to fucking lose it and I'm not going to be the one to tell him. I'm not one to judge because I've slept with a dozen people at least that I shouldn't have, that I really shouldn't have, but.
I just hope that's all it was. There really isn't that much wrong with being a slag, she's just - Bill's little sister.
Tess and Herman aren't together anymore. Herman was tore up about it, I don't really understand it and I don't know why Matt Summers was telling everyone that Tess has gone round the bend or whatever. Britt did that once and then I almost killed her. Nothing hurts like someone you love talking about you like that. I don't understand that family and maybe I never will but sometimes there is such a thing as trying to hard to save someone. People don't need saved anyway, that's stupid. People are just people. Everyone does dumb shit. I don't think anyone needs to be saved, I think people just grow up and get over their shit or they don't.
Everyone has emotional baggage, fuck knows that I do and Drem deals with my shit and me even when I'm being a bitch to be a bitch because he loves me and I'm a lucky girl because Drem has always put up with my shit. I know not everyone has that, I know. Not everyone is capable of loving someone unconditionally and I'm lucky.
Drem is amazing and I love him so much. And I love that he loves me for me and doesn't want to change me and is just comfortable with me. He was that way even when we were just friends, he's an amazing person.
But I don't think that people need saving, I think people are just people.
Drem lost yesterday but just barely. It was hard to watch but I was a good fiance when he got home. Gibbon and Warrington had a brilliant match, I think they made Bagman work for it. I don't remember what the Reserve's name was, but he's no Fabian Flint.
Alright Bex
And according to the Wireless, Stephanie Keitch just came down with the Snitch after a close match. They weren't sure who had it for a minute, but the Magpies won, which is exciting.