Work was good/hectic tonight. Emilia and I made almost $40 in tips, bahah. People were in the best moods ( Read more... )

Blah. I'm in art right now during lunch, as usual. NOT looking forward to long block math, at all. Gross. I just want to go home and eat snacks and work on my 8 pages of anthology, which is due tomorrow. Why do I always let myself get down to the wire with projects? I wish I didn't, I always end up regretting it ( Read more... )

All I honestly want to do is be barefoot, wear dresses, and drink cold beverages. Summer, please. I have SAT class tonight, and really don't have the heart to wear legitimate pants. My long shirt from today, black tights I unearthed from my drawer and my new moccasins will have to do. This puts me in a good, summery mood. And summer WILL be good, ( Read more... )

I'm so over school. I went to lunch today for the first time in about 4 weeks. It was weird. I ate James' sandwich ( Read more... )

What happened: Melissa overdrank on Saturday and had to go to the hospital. She's, thankfully, fine. Everyone's parents know, including mine. I am beyond in trouble. I'm scared to even speak around my parents. Essentially all I'm allowed to do is my homework and SAT prepping. I'm not allowed to go to either prom. And I have to take my dress back ( Read more... )

Ugh. I fuck everythung up.I must nvever drink again. Melissa. Ambulance. Fuck. Ross' house, his mom, Me;'s mom, I'm so fuckrf up. Bawled my eyes out, yet gave my number to luke. Shit. Thn paul took me home and took care of me and made me forget. And I said bad things. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ( Read more... )

I'm home. I feel very strange. NYC was good to me. I got my prom dress, which I am beyond in love with. I had a lot of weird, realistic-ish dreams which made me sad/upset/scared. I miss Paul and Melissa and my work girlz and Masco kidz. Madeleine Revill, where are you?

Even so, I wish I wasn't home again. Oh reality.

I got my hair cut for the first time since August. It feels a lot shorter, but muchh healthier. And I'm also extra blonde. Yes. Sadly, I still have split ends (though certainly not as many as before). The only way I could get rid of all my split ends would be to cut it really short. Do not wantttt ( Read more... )

Uh, just kidding. Leighton is sick and puking, so we aren't leaving for NYC until... Tuesday? I understand that he isn't feeling well, but still. I was looking forward to going. Maybe we'll just leave tomorrow instead.

And my sunburn mostly faded, but I'm not tan. I will figure this out.

I'm not sure why but I was in such a bad mood today. And I take it out on Paul, who is nothing but nice to me. That's not fair and I really need to learn to not EXPLODE whenever I get annoyed. Ugh. Learn ( Read more... )