I don't wanna be here anymore.

I. It's been raining a lot, and i would say that it's annoying, but April showers bring May flowers, and i looove flowers. :) but other than that, i didn't let it bother me. i walked through the rain as if it were just sending me many kisses instead of frizzes. it was really nice, to step out of the box that most of us are contained in.

II. also, ( Read more... )

because he sticks around even when i'm pissed ( Read more... )

APAC SHOW 2007 is over. planning is over. all of it is over, but the only think that isn't over, is all the love that we've all built ( Read more... )

AH, i need a to-do list really bad, and i don't feel like writing, so what better place to go than livejournal? :P

to-do list for the week:
-VIET DISPLAY asap. [throughout the week]
-remind gma about foods! [friday]
-SELL tickets. [throughout the week]
-finish project [sunday/monday]
-costumes for the girls? [ask milliza]-smile & calm down [ERRDAY ( Read more... )

Believe it or not, i feel like i've matured in the last 3 days. It's a good feeling. I feel like i have more self-control, and i feel so good about it. I've always had this slight feeling that I won't make it, that i'm not going to be that amazing person that everyone looks up to. But then i realized, that the more i'm worried about not being it, ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what's become of my life, it's like in a flash everything just became a flash. It's definitely hectic, but it's going by so fast, even if it feels so slow actually going by it.

I did feel overwhelmed, but it's a good experience planning this show. The whole package.. Meaning, all the laughs & tears. I love it all.

I need a job.

purpose: To live life.

data:
my life.

my early conclusion: love those who love you, love who don't love you, with the subsitution property of equality.. you still got love.

+that's probably going to be the best thing i'm EVER going to get out of these proofs.

I read something today, something that someone said about me, and i realized that i still care about this person so much. I'm not going to question why I do, all i know is that i still do ( Read more... )

I've been so nervous about all the hardwork board has put into show. I've been really nervous about APAC elections. My mind hasn't been clear since never. This is hard to explain, i really love being busy, because i can't stand being bored with nothing to do, but i really want to know how it is to just be a member. That's it. SInce APAC has been in ( Read more... )